Jump Off the Damn Cliff

Jump Off the Damn Cliff: There are days when I wish that I can figure out my creative process, and when I wish that I could avoid everything around me and not deal with my past or my present, certainly not my future. I do not like the idea that I am master of my fate, except... #growthasaperson #jumpoffthecliff #musings

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Revamp. And Re-create- YOU

The creative butterfly is all brand new, and is one of the reasons I have a feeling I am going back to writing. Not the way it was but the way it can be. A break is a break, and I've had a great one. I'll be returning soon with ideas on revamping a life that is losing momentum and a few ideas as to how you can inspire yourself and re-create the life you want to lead. It's a lot of fear, but a lot of joy. I'm out of my comfort zone for the first time in a long time, and I am excited. The blog isn't being revamped, I am. I believe a life can be recreated and reborn. Not as easy as it can seem to be but it is a powerful process. You learn to be you. The person I am meant to be is being created. The person I was is being revamped. The way I see myself and how I am more creative or less, is part of the revamp process, and to hell with being just an everyday thing, the creative person in me is scared and the person I can become is fearful, but i...

Create to Help and Heal

What is the best thing about being a bit more creative? It helps me and it helps others. Part of what makes a person want to be creative is that they want something that isn't in their heads all the time. I can come up with hundreds of ideas, but if I want to focus on what works, and what doesn't I'll need to get something out. I'm saying do not write down goals. At least not yet. Don't misunderstand me, writing down goals are very important, but the problem is that, for someone like myself, I'll have some fairly lofty and insane goals. The ones where I'm setting myself up for failure and not even thinking about what I can do to get there. Take my writing goals for instance, I'd love to sit back, enjoy some tea and write. The only problem is that I tend to say "hey I'll write 2,000 words today." Sure. Okay. Yup. So what sort of poor excuse am I going to give myself when I don't write 2,000 words TODAY? I know I can...

Hope or Not Hope? (Or the Law of Attraction)

I'll admit until a few months I was a very negative and pessimistic person. I'd argue that anyone who self-harms or has a negative outlook on life is a lot like that. You don't think that you are being negative, rather you believe, deep down you are being realistic. You don't dare think that what you are doing from day to day matters, but you do it, because it's habit. Then something gets you down, and you just want to start all over again. Trouble is you start and you are still in a bad place. You want to be at point a, b, c, and e already and you are still stuck on "-A." You want to show the world that you have improved and accomplished something of value, and you want to be there to show... come hell or high water, but darn it all, you can't. You can't believe in yourself, and you are surrounded by challenges you don't want, and believe you don't need. You have no more hope. Should you hope? I feel that, in a way it can b...

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